Thursday, March 7, 2013

What Makes Me Happy!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

Be yourself and let your personality be the flavor that makes you different, you are your own original version of success.

Don't be ashamed of the way you look. 
You have exactly what somebody else wants.

I Love Pictures!  

Thursday, January 17, 2013

.A Test of Faith.

Hello adorable people :)

Thesis is in the making, and it is not easy to complete one. But through the process, I've learned so much things. One I can share with you is faith. To keep your mind in the line is not easy, there is so much to deal with. Laziness, lack of confidence, etc. I also have to deal with my emotions when things didn't go as planned and people are not helping as expected. By the way, I'm doing a qualitative and quantitative kind of research which mean I have to do some analysis and survey. I did a questionnaire and distribute it to the selected people. I'm using the Surveymonkey which is free and easy to use. Once Im done with my questions, I can straight away giving the survey link to my target respondents. I had some much fun doing it anyway. I feel like a student baby. 
Hihih :)

But yeah, like I mentioned just now, things didn't go as planned and people are not helping as expected. Some of them, not all. I felt kinda upset and mad but yeah thank you Holy Spirit for whispered to my ears not to complain and try to see things in different way. They told me to be thankful and grateful. Don't look to the things you didn't get but look to the positive things that has been done perfectly. Count your blessings Ona! :)
 They also told me that the imperfect things happened could be a way of opportunity, creativities could be developed from it. And they are true, undeniable. 

Thank you Jesus for sending me your Guardian Angels to guard me along my way.
A long way to go I guess, please be patient with me ya :)

To my Love, you have helped me a lot.
Thank you so much ya..
We are in this together, right? :)

.I love you forever more.

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

.The Lalalala.

It's been ages since my last post, anyone missing me? No one? 
Okay, fine. LOL. 

I have something in my heart and on my mind now. Here is one of the place where I can  throw it all up I guess. I feel guilty for not attending my coursemates' so called convo day yesterday. It's not that I didn't want to share their special big day, it's just I don't have much energy to hear the same questions and to give the same answers to them. 
:: The not-graduating-this-year Q&As ::

I want to say sorry to those who, maybe, upset for my absence on their big day. Maybe no one of them read this but it's okay, as long as I can lessen a bit of what distorted my emotions for these few days by writing it down here.

Congratulations and all the best friends, you guys did it!


Wednesday, June 27, 2012

.Thank You Father.

Saya tidak dapat menggambarkan hari saya hari ini, sangat menekan jiwa dan perasaan.
 Apa pun, puji Tuhan untuk semuanya. 
Apa pun yang terjadi, semua baik untukku. 
Terima kasih buat yang sudah berdoa untuk saya.. 
You know who you are :')


June 26, Happy Anniversary OLA :)

Dekat di doa selalu :')

Monday, June 25, 2012

.The Woman After God's Heart.

Who is she, where is she, where does she live? 
Has anyone seen or heard of her?
 Does she actually exist?
 Is she human, robot or alien?
 Is this reality or myth? 

Her heart beats for the things of God, the bible is her source of inspiration and her focus and passion for the home is clearly seen. She rises up early and starts the day with a smile and a cheer expressing the goodness and blessing the days holds. Her words are charms of melody speaking cherished words that's music to the ear of her listeners. Not only does she expect to be loved, she loves from the depths of her heart regardless of the situation she finds herself in. The words of love you never cease to ring a bell in the heart of her spouse. She is a woman - a Beautiful woman who is  after God's own Heart. 

She has the wisdom to choose her friends wisely, to get rid of bad influences quickly and endeavors to be in the company of godly women enthusiastic to learn the secrets of building a successful home. Every second of the day is precious in her eyes. She plans her day, knowing exactly what needs to be done, when it should be done and how it must be done.

Her home is clean, tidy and always ready to receive visitors at anytime of the day or night. She isn't tossed to and fro by the whims and charms of the society, neither moved by peer pressure nor prompting from family and siblings. Her first priority after her God is her husband. She challenges any form of suggestion, comments or insinuations that ridicules him or his decisions. She covers his weaknesses and makes him feel like superman. She never puts him down nor let her family know of his short comings or deficiencies. In her eyes he is king, in the eyes of others he is the perfect man, husband and father, hardworking and always able to provide for all the family's needs. She speaks to the king inside of him, disperses his fears, and draws out his strengths which motivate him to love more.

Her husband longs to come home from work to a place of comfort peace and respite from the busy and hectic life at work. He is welcomed by her warm arms around him, with the whispers he longs to hear all day. His words are keenly listened to with every word heard and understood. He is not bugged down with only news from her, but he also gets to be heard and given an environment to shares his vision for life and passion for work.

His ideas are not ignored, ridiculed or disregarded. He finds encouragement from her lips to keep on ticking when the world only presents discouragements and doubts. He feels appreciated in her presence; her words are jewels to his ears and music in echoes of war. His unspoken words are heard loud and clear, the mysteries of his eyes are easily discerned.

Has anyone seen or heard of her? Who is she, where is she, where does she live? Does she actually exist? Is she human, robot or alien? Is this reality or myth? OR Are you that woman after God's Heart?
 Examine yourself and ask God to to continue to Help you be that woman of God's own Heart! 

.God Bless.


“Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all. Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.” 

.Proverbs 31: 29- 30.


Saturday, June 23, 2012

.Somehow, Anyhow.

Don't give them the secret of your tears, one day they will use it to make you cry..

If you're going to hide your feelings, remember where you put them.


Lord, the sea is so wide, and my boat is so small.
.Be with me.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

.Libry day.

The so called study week..

Snap snap.. I am fat.
I still look fat with 46kg(now).
Imagine me 52kg.

This place is so cold.

Eating in the library is prohibited.

Contact lens make my eyes look bigger (rounder).


More to camwhoring, not studying.


The chief of sinners.

"Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners — of whom I am the worst."
(1 Timothy 1:15)

Friday, June 8, 2012

.Someone Like You.

Someone gave me that thing..
Dia cakap muka saya serupa benda tu kalau saya merajuk..
Begitu ka muka saya merajuk?

Tinggal kenangan..
I miss you much.. so much..

Nevermind, I will find someone like you..


Saturday, June 2, 2012

.Against The World.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody?

You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

It’s the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say “what’s the matter with her?” I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren’t sure whether you’re walking toward something, or if you’re just walking away.

I’m young and I’m hopeless… I’m lost and I know this… I’m going nowhere fast… 
That’s what they say…
 I’m troublesome, I’ve fallen…. it’s me against this world and I don’t care.

.A heartless person once cared too much.